Sunday, May 6, 2012

Making a lover..

Right now, right at this very moment, I'm sure of it.

We had a "test," remember?  We said we'd take thing according to the results of that "test."  Don't you think we passed that test with flying colors?  Don't you think we far exceeded any expectations we had set upon ourselves?

I do.

I think the way my heart felt, was unlike any feeling before.  I imagine it must be the pinnacle of what perfect love feels like-- something I can't even imagine getting better.  Whether it be some kind of fate, or just a coincidence how two people truly perfect for one another found each other, I welcome it to continue with open arms, because I can't ever imagine myself being so stupid as to walk away from the perfection that you are.

You make me want to do what I've never wanted to do before.  You make me want to completely care for you.  You make me want to prop you up when you're down, and do anything in my power to put a smile on that beautiful face. You make me want to better myself, and make someone feel truly proud for the first time in my life.  And, you make me want to love better than I've ever loved before.

Isn't it funny, darling?  We said we wouldn't say forever.  That forever's too far away to have hopes for..  But the way you make my heart remain a step above elation, the way you keep a smile lighting up my face, and the way that you make me want to strive to do the same for you... forever, like this.. just as it is right now, is sounding pretty good after all.